[ What plan? When Toi was the one who was forced to go up there, that was exactly what Ayabe said to him too: if the choice was either random or volunteer, the best thing for everybody's mental stability is to get one person who is most used to killing and have them do it. Immediately, he had felt horrible for thinking it, though, because— as far as he's aware of and wants desperately to believe— there is nobody here experienced in and comfortable with killing. Even if they were, asking them to kill one more person would be cruel.
If he had to start the day all over again, he wonders whether he would still think that, or if he would force himself to stand instead. ]
I don't know. If I were in Dazai's shoes... I wouldn't want it to be a friend. I don't want to see the pain on a friend's face when I die.
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Date: 2020-03-16 03:40 am (UTC)If he had to start the day all over again, he wonders whether he would still think that, or if he would force himself to stand instead. ]
I don't know. If I were in Dazai's shoes... I wouldn't want it to be a friend. I don't want to see the pain on a friend's face when I die.