It's cute, but performative. You saying I'm a person or not a pawn or whatever doesn't change society back when I come from, so really saying it would be more for your sake than mine.
[ a dismissive gesture. ]
Besides. Me saying that I was made specifically to be a disposable pawn isn't self-deprecation, or internalized- whatever you want to call it, it's simply fact. The fact that I'm still around is the result of a fluke more than anything else.
[ i mean, they have stuff like this where steph is from so she's not a stranger to this concept, but she doesn't know 45 well or think that 45 particularly likes her, so it's probably best to just. talk about something else. ]
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Date: 2020-07-11 07:24 am (UTC)[ she doesn't know which one steph's talking about, but her answer would be the same regardless. ]
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Date: 2020-07-11 01:40 pm (UTC)... well. I'm glad you got it back.
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Date: 2020-07-20 04:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-20 02:29 pm (UTC)I know I don't know like, literally anything about this, but... as long as it helped, in some way.
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Date: 2020-07-21 05:53 pm (UTC)For most people, Dolls are interchangeable. We're mass produced tools and pawns.
So, for better or for worse, our thoughts and memories are the only things we have. Why would we willingly discard them?
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Date: 2020-07-21 11:45 pm (UTC)[ but anything can get complicated, so. ]
You're probably used to people saying you're not a pawn or anything here, though, right?
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Date: 2020-07-22 12:47 am (UTC)It's cute, but performative. You saying I'm a person or not a pawn or whatever doesn't change society back when I come from, so really saying it would be more for your sake than mine.
[ a dismissive gesture. ]
Besides. Me saying that I was made specifically to be a disposable pawn isn't self-deprecation, or internalized- whatever you want to call it, it's simply fact. The fact that I'm still around is the result of a fluke more than anything else.
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Date: 2020-07-22 03:30 pm (UTC)Well, what matters is what you feel.
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Date: 2020-07-25 05:46 am (UTC)well, if 45 didn't like someone at least it'd be obvious. ]
I'm a T-Doll. My emotions are simulated.
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Date: 2020-07-25 02:19 pm (UTC)If you say so, 45.