Oh, I'm well aware I'm not owed or entitled to anything. That's why I'm asking if you're willing. Just because we all have to work together doesn't mean we have to do so directly, if you don't care for it.
[ The fact that the things she does are, in fact, calculated- well, that's besides the point. ]
'Competent but infuriating' is hardly the worst I've heard others call me. I won't beg your forgiveness for what I did because I stand by it in that particular situation, even if I do understand where you're coming from about the actual execution. And I've already said I'll hardly do anything similar again.
This, however, since it concerns you more directly- if you choose to keep it more private, or inform others on your own terms then so be it, I'll respect that.
Edited (me, tiredly: oh yeah she said that too) Date: 2020-06-19 03:17 am (UTC)
That wasn't my case. That was a preamble to give you a chance to send me away.
[ but she hasn't, so. ]
My 'case' is that whether you believe in my judgment and sincerity or not, my goal is to get as many of us out of here as possible. When this happened in the mansion we were poorly prepared for what to expect and oftentimes ended up severely injured, though at the very least we had a variety of items to stave off the worst of it, usually. But we can hardly expect to rely on such things here, and whatever you think of me, I'd like to see someone dying in this place as little as you do.
Knowledge and information are basically the only weapons we can arm ourselves with at the moment, so that's why I'm asking. And if this happens again in the future, even in the event that things turn out poorly I'd rather know that we at least tried to prepare ourselves for whatever this place may try to use against us and failed, instead of simply going in blindly and being caught unawares because I was too prideful to ask or some sort of nonsense like that. Even a little foreknowledge is better than nothing.
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Date: 2020-06-19 03:08 am (UTC)[ The fact that the things she does are, in fact, calculated- well, that's besides the point. ]
'Competent but infuriating' is hardly the worst I've heard others call me. I won't beg your forgiveness for what I did because I stand by it in that particular situation, even if I do understand where you're coming from about the actual execution. And I've already said I'll hardly do anything similar again.
This, however, since it concerns you more directly- if you choose to keep it more private, or inform others on your own terms then so be it, I'll respect that.
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Date: 2020-06-19 04:07 am (UTC)But this 'case' you're making mostly sounds like a concession?
[like she doesn't hear 45 actually explaining why she wants to know what happened to lili, so she's kind of tempted to just let her go on her way?]
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Date: 2020-06-19 11:24 pm (UTC)[ but she hasn't, so. ]
My 'case' is that whether you believe in my judgment and sincerity or not, my goal is to get as many of us out of here as possible. When this happened in the mansion we were poorly prepared for what to expect and oftentimes ended up severely injured, though at the very least we had a variety of items to stave off the worst of it, usually. But we can hardly expect to rely on such things here, and whatever you think of me, I'd like to see someone dying in this place as little as you do.
Knowledge and information are basically the only weapons we can arm ourselves with at the moment, so that's why I'm asking. And if this happens again in the future, even in the event that things turn out poorly I'd rather know that we at least tried to prepare ourselves for whatever this place may try to use against us and failed, instead of simply going in blindly and being caught unawares because I was too prideful to ask or some sort of nonsense like that. Even a little foreknowledge is better than nothing.